An exceptional novel about secrets, relationships and the need to forget.

Graphic designer Anna and her partner Nel grew up in a time of prosperity, so when the economic crisis hits Spain, their lives are turned upside down. As soon as one of them loses his job, he has to learn to humble himself, and in addition, he solves another important question — Anna is on the threshold of forty, and if she wants to have a child with Nelo, she must not postpone it. But just as strongly as she longs for a child, Anna longs for her lover, who is eighteen years younger, thanks to whom she escapes from the gray reality. Each of their meetings is meant to be their last, and yet there is always another. Anna is experiencing an internal struggle. She knows she should feel guilty, but all she feels is anger towards her surroundings and towards herself, thus closing herself in a vicious circle. However, the roots of her suffering may be much deeper than she is willing to admit.